Sunday, August 16, 2009

Long lazy Saturday

Shall do a quick post before i head off to do more work dear.

Yesterday after my dear was done with band, he came over to fetch me at YCK when actually i was suppose to fetch him at Tenah Merah :/ feel bad that you were upset because i did not... After that, off to his place but on the way we got some munchmunch, KFC and Mac. We watched hairspray over on my dear's lappy and we tried to kiss and be close but not too close for the door was open and his parents might see us. Lol, and the shocking remark by your mama when we were about to leave. Do you think she suspects or knows?? :X
Off to Vivo to meet your gf via bus 30 after that. Playing around at the back with my dear and the guy who was sleeping on the other side. Maybe he saw? I don't know cause i do not care, have my dear and that is all i know:)After that we bought some things from Giant before heading to Sentosa on the monorail. Thankfully it did not rain and everything was just right.

Dear, i really enjoyed every moment i had with you yesterday, star gazing with you, watching the fireworks, showering with you and of course, out first ****. Ops:X My hole still feels a little weird but it is okay because i love you and i don't mind whatever you do to me and i enjoyed our first time. Love you so much dear! Sorry if i hurt you. WIll be slow and gentle next time. Kiss your hole. MUACKS!

Need to go do my stuff now. ALways loving you and missing you, your dearest benben:)

Friday, August 14, 2009

Our Journey.

It has been almost a month journeying with you and it is the greatest one month of my life. You know that i always love you and i will always care and take care of you. I can't wait for more times to spend with you and i always look forward to seeing you and hearing from you. With you around nothing can bother me, not even my illness. With you around i feel safe, secured and happy. You keep me safe in a crazy world. I love you and i will never give you up for anything in this world. I love you and i miss you so so much. you always bring a smile and sunshine to my life. Thanks meowmeow.

Love always by your dear moomoo, romeo, boy, ben. Muacks

Thursday, August 13, 2009

AMK west park.

Finally, my turn to post after 4 days. Yesterday met up with mr meowmeow at AMK. I was late again when i was suppose to fetch him :X Sorry dear to always keep you waiting and waiting. After we met up we headed to buy some bias tape from one of the shops which one of my friends butched but oh well, shall not get pissed like what my dear says. After that we headed to the park beside Mac where we sat and just enjoyed the serenity of the park while munching on chicken pie and apples. Yum yum.
After that we headed to Banquet?? for dinner and my dear's banmian's egg was not cooked properly :X no wonder that's why he got a tummyache. After that we headed to AMK park, the one behind the mrt station and we sat for a while before we headed our seperate ways home.

Dear, please don't say what you said just now ever again if not i think even if it hurts, i may walk away from you.
*what's the point of having a boyfriend when he thinks that i will be promiscuious and slutty and go round sleeping with other guys behind his back. haii....It is really sad to think that you can say such things as though you do not trust me...... Oh well.

Always your dear Moomoo. Unless you don't want me anymore....

Days with you.

It's been a wonderful, magical, journey and indescribable happening to me when I'm with you. Am really happy when I'm with you, so sorry if I say something that I not suppose to say. Am really sorry, because I want to know how much you care about me and love me. Want to treasure every single moment with you. Love the way you smile and love the way you adore me. I miss you badly dear. Am sure you understand how I feel. With or without you around me, I'll still miss you. Always happy when i received your message and always looking forward to see you.

Dear, i wish you were here. I'll keep waiting for you like I always do. Please don't keep me waiting. miss you.
Take care by your dearest Kai. meow-ing for you.(where are you? =( )

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Marina Barrage

Today met my dear at Plaza Sing, Spotlight after that we head down to carrefour to do some grocery shopping and off we go to Marina Barrage. It was my dear first time there, right? =) On the way to Marina Barrage, a group of people just gossip about us. They are so irritating but we don't care. Right dear? =) So, reached MB and we're lucky to get place to settle down. Start eating and stuff. Watched the sunset. We gave each other lots of love bite again. My dear always get abused from me, but he get his revenge. We saw the moon! Okay, on and on..We make a move around 9++ and take redline with dear. Dear, thanks for leading me your Itouch. Really keep me accompany and you're so cute! Listening to powerpuff girls song.

I didn't want to fall asleep because I want to be by your side, if i alseep..I don't know what might happened to you. Don't want to lose you. I want to hold your hand always. Okay, am really tired. I shall stop here.

Dear, take care and sleep well. Love you & miss you by your dearest Kai.



Saturday, August 8, 2009

AngMoKio Park.

Met up with my dear after school because he came down to fetch me:) We took 857 which took almost forever to get to Yishun before changing to 812E to Pauline's place for my haircut. Pretty alright i guess, similar to those she cut for me a few months back but i might be lazy to style it the way she did :X My dear was getting sleepy and hungry while waiting. there there, rub your tummy:)


After that headed to Subway at AMK Hub to satisfy my dear's and my craving. Had Turkey tehteh. Haha. Off to the nearby park we went, with our wangwang/binbin in hand. Munch munch, addictive....We sat and enjoyed the moon rising while munching somemore on snacks and apple. Fed my dear with my mouth and he fed me wangwang. Am a happy boy! revenge of the animal in us. Meowmeow gave me a few love bites, with the special heart shaped one(Love it dear and i love you too!) and moomoo gave him a smiley face. I think it is cute??


After that somethings happened but we settled it and off to head home. My poor dear had to walk again because he missed the last train to lakeside. Sorry dear!! Next time we have to leave early. We must!

Waiting for you to finish your shower now. Want you to know that i love you no matter what your past is. And i will stand by this. I want you to be by my side and i want you to know that i got all worked up because i care and love you. I love you dear, want to be with you forever. Muacks.

Your dearest Ben is missing and love you...

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Dear, i am so sorry that i bring something up that not suppose to say. I will never want to talk about my past, I hate it? Somehow..Now, i got you and i don't wish to be away from you. I want to love you every single day and i really need you. You are part of me now. To tell you the truth, I never felt like this before. Loving you always make me happy and make me so lucky to have you. Don't want anything to happen inside the train, because really hurt me inside and feel like I'm losing you. I don't want/wish this to happened again. So sorry to make you tears too dear. I love you..

Missing my Ben badly. Love him always. by your dearest Kai.



Friday, August 7, 2009

Fort Canning Park, again.

My dear dear is sleeping now. Try to update it quick and head to bed. Yesterday meet my dear Ben at the library and had dinner with him and his friend, Ain. Am I right? She so cute, funny and dirty. Haha, she's friendly. =) After dinner, me and my ben walked to FortCanningPark to spend time with each other. We didn't bite each other, just kissing, hugs etc.. My dear dear make me horny! and of course I will make him horny too.! After that off we go to SMU toilet and do some stuff, wankywanky! Love you dear. After wanky head home. My dear is so so so tired after wanky. =)

I miss him so much, if only I can sleep by your side. Although we meet up everyday? I still miss you, evenwhen I am around you. I MISS YOU DEAR! I wish night could be a little longer.

Rest/sleep well. Loving you every single day. By your dearest Kai.