Monday, October 19, 2009

3rd Month Anniversary

Enjoyed my time with my dear. So sorry that i made you cry.. I didn't mean it and hopefully you, me will understand each other more in the future. Don't wish to get another argument from each other. Want everything to go smoothly. =)

Dear dear, i did cry a little and after that i was crying inside my heart. Hopefully you will change into better person. I will wait for you dear, i don't care how long it takes. Will try not to give up(as you know, i wanted to). Prove to me that i am wrong. I want to love you forever till the end. I know is not easy, we shall walk and not run anymore. Take things one at the time. I just notice that, we really forget about.. Talk things out.
We must really slow things down now. =)

I love you dear, enjoyed our time at the botanic garden. Watch the stars, lying down on each other and not forgetting hug and kisses.

Happy 3rd Month dear, hold your hand tight.
Love you by your dearest Kai.

My dear look like girl! lol.

My hard working boy~

I find this really cute dear! =P
My skinny boyfriend~ =S

Our 3rd

Am the first to blog after so long. So much has happened. Both good and bad, tears and laughter.

Dear, i am sorry for what happened. I know i should not have shoot at you but you know how i dont like to be accused when the person accusing me does not know the situation. Am sorry that i keep breaking my promises and did not live up to your expectations. It is difficult at times, espeically when i just want to do nothing when i meet you yet we have to worry. I will try my best to change. And i hope you too will work hard. It was quite saddening when you said you did not feel like crying after what happened yesterday. It made me feel like our relationship was not that important to you. Whatever it is, i will never give up on you or leave you. I love you dear. I hope that things will go smoothly and i will try my best to be understanding and not to blast out and vent my anger on you.

Lastly, Happy 3rd Month dear. I love you
from you dearest ben.